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I've been ignore.
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| The sadlife begin :( |
Hye, people. So long, I tak update my blog. Yeah, I really miss it. Malas nak update, macam ni lah jadinya.
Kay, now I'm stuck in 2 people. Why why? Why does he exist? Why? At first you are stucking my head and now you make me happy like ... *can't describe*. Actually, both of you are not important. Entah lah. Adopted brothers are not important to me. I treat him like nothing. Hell yeah, because I already hate you.
When someone exist in my life I forgot about the old one. Yeah, and now I treat the old one like ... *rubbish maybe*. I think I hate him, but I still love him as brother? How's that? Kay, entahlah, Cant describe it.
The new one exist in my life, I treat him like I treat the old one at first we've been declared. The new one knows the real me. And he is understanding. Yeah, i admit the old one also understanding me. But, he always advice me in scold tone and not in the right time. Kalau korang tengah sedih, of course korang nak rasa alone.
And I think I already forgot the old one and the old one also forgetting me. Yeah, he only treat me in school, but outside we are like nothing happens. I don't care about that. Because, mostly brother will do that. and I don't even care, seriously. So the old, please don't say that I'm ego, hypocrite or what. Because I know you are reading this *maybe?* Hey the old one, I don't even care about you okay? go out with whom, doing that, doing this. Don't even care. So why you need to take care of me? You know, its suck. Too caring can make me suck. Please understand that.
I think I already hate you *maybe?* or I still love you? Got confused with that. Kay, tak penting pun. Too many things to write actually, but I'm tired. Guys, sorry if the words THE NEW ONE and OLD ONE can make you guys dizzy. I can't mention their name.
Both of you, I LOVE YOU.
Sincerely,
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